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A little story: Max

Max lay down on the corner of the lane that led down to the Castle. This was the Royal lane, the life-line of the city. All the important people went up and down this lane. Some conducted the King's affairs, others simply plied their trade, did business. Still others begged or tried to steal, and lil' child beggars pouted and cried for a chance of a good meal. At night, the courtesans would lure the young sailors and their captains with the promise of one unforgettable night.

Max felt the cool of stone pavement on his face. No one noticed him... they never did, and perhaps they never will. The pang of hunger hit him again, filling him with nausea, and he salivated at the wifts of fried bacon that has meandered its way through the turns and bends of the lane. Hunger pangsq lasts 20 minutes; but he decided he might not. So off Max went, scampering across the lane following the smell of fried bacon. Ducking a horse carriage and darting through the tangle of human beings, he reached what he was looking for.

Max was 3, never knew his parents, and had survived mainly because people found his innocent, wide eyes so captivating. His kind struggled for a living, and he has had friends who had been kicked around for fun, set on fire, and even beaten to death, then skinned and eaten. He will never forget the smell of his friend's burning corpse as he lay spitted just round the corner from the lane where he now stood.

Max looked up at a burly, sweaty man with a paunch, panting away from his lil' journey here. Blood-shot tired eyes met wide, bright, innocent eyes.

"What the hell do you want?"
Max kept quiet. He never spoke a word, and made a conscious effort not to stare at the bacon, but to hold his captivating gaze on that bald man's face. Time slipped away. Customers came and went, and the bald man tended to them. Max sat down quietly, and continued to stare at the man. The man raised his chopper and waved angrily at Max.
"Get out of here you stinking ..." That gutteral voice.. then a spit that landed next to Max. But Max knew the bald man wasn't aiming it at him. He was a good man, and it's just that he had to deal with situations like the one he was confronted with now dozens of times a day. Max continue to gaze unflinchingly.

The bald man bent down and tossed Max a relatively large piece of burnt bacon.
"Now get out of here before i gut you you hairball... and don't come back!"
Max lept up and licked the man on the face, drawing a half hearted protest. Then he scampered away, with that prize between his canines, saliva dripping down his grey beard down onto his paws that was covered by scabs.

Max rounded the corner and ran into Rose. Rose was 2, pedigree, flawless in features, a beautiful Alaskan. Max had always loved her since he had set eyes on her. She was one hot ahem... female dog. But he knew he had no chance. He was a mongrel, surviving in a tough world, with scars from fights with dogs bigger and meaner than him; and he knew that he would grow up to be like one of them one day. Rose belonged to someone, and was loved and cherished. She was smart, and classy. He loved her long silky hair, and the smell of the Dove dog shampoo whenever she walked past. He loved the way she looked when she was sleepy, and she had told him that she had trouble sleeping, so Max loved the way she looked all the time. Everywhere she went, there would be dogs howling to ask her paw in marriage. All manner of gifts would be given her... cat carcasses, the heads of sparrows, tails of 200 rats, the femur of a cow, the manhood of a poor blindfolded horse who was towing a carriage.....

But Rose still talked to him, befriended him. Though whenever she was around, he would not be able to say anything sensible, but would only make stupid suggestive comments as he tried to be cool. Damn, he was never this way with the other bitches. Then again, he never liked them that much either. She wasn't going out with anyone now, having broken up with a short lil' chihuahua about half a year ago. There is a big bulldog asking her out as well, and he was rich, made good conversation, and was more experienced in cutting up other dogs.

Max held his head a little higher, and spoke a bit more confidently. "Hi.." He barked. Then his mind was so full of Rose that he had nothing else to say. Without thinking twice he walked forward and lay that piece of burnt meat at her feet. His stomach growled noisily in protest. He had not eaten for the last 3 days.

"I couldn't take it..."
"No you must."
"But you look like you haven't eaten."
"Nah, i get deals like that all the time... cos i am so good looking." His sores suddenly itched.
"Ha ha... ok... but i am not so hungry."
"It's alright, take it, you might get hungry later."
"Ok, thanks. Anyway i gotta run."
"Sure, I gotta meet someone myself. No time..."

She hesitated, then picked up the piece of burnt bacon and sauntered off. Max walked away, then stopped pretending that he had to meet someone, and followed quietly after her. Rose went down the lane towards the river, her fur glowing an angelic white in the summer sun.

Under a sigamore tree, Rose met Dave, a dashing 4 year old Labrador, who was carrying a roasted duck in his jaw, with a tag saying "Peking". Max didn't know the meaning of that. Dave frowned in disgust at the burnt piece of bacon. Rose looked around and didn't see Max, and promptly flung the burnt bacon unto a nearby ditch, whereby a few large mean rats whisked it away before one could even go "woof woof".

Max howled in agony when he had found a quiet corner to do so. He had given up more than a lunch. But he also knew that if he was put in the same situation once again, he would have done the very same thing.
A little story: Max - Monday, July 17, 2006 -

How do you love someone?

You know you like someone when you think about them all the time; you wake up imagining that person beside you. Your every thought revolves around them every minute of everyday.
You know you like someone when you can't think straight when you are with him/her, when you say the wrong things or can't say anything, when you keep tripping.
You know you like someone when you keep talking about them, regret talking so much when the whole world finds out, and then you carry on talking anyway.
You know you like someone when every love song seems to mean something to you once more, and every love story like a story you could relate to, though they had been simply entertainment before.


You know you love someone when you care their their needs and wants, and place their wishes hopes and dreams higher than your own.
You know you love someone when you don't mind getting hurt, as long as they are alright.
You know you love someone when you dun mind hurting the person, and having them hate you for it, when you know that ultimately, it's important, it's for their good.
You know you love someone when you open up yourself totally, wholly, without restraint, hoping for but not requiring reciprocation... when you are naked and vulnerable, handing your heart out on a silver platter, to be cherished or to be devoured, spat out and cast aside forever.

-I love someone
How do you love someone? - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 -

RULE

There exists a rule amongst the world of brothers... a rule cast in stone since time began... a rule passed on not with words as women would have it, but with that male intuition, powered by our God-given testosterone. Hurray!

That rule is....

If your friend is likes/liked a certain gal, you be nice and go fish elsewhere. But if you deem your friendship with that certain brother too shallow to be worth that piece of sheat that falls out of ur nostril, then please be my guest, go ahead and stalk her.

It's a rule i have lived by. And i think it's a pretty good rule. Treasure the male bonding rather than listen to the gonads, for they tend to lead you into temporary gain, but also a whole lot of trouble.
RULE - Wednesday, July 05, 2006 -

Note: Any semblance or inference to any person living or dead is purely coincidental.

Floaters:
It's hard to breathe
When i am near you
But it's harder to breathe
When i'm far from you
I toss and i turn
'Cos i pine and i burn
For you my love

My dawn
Awake fiery hot desires from within me
Color the darkness with your caress
and turn the dew into a field of diamonds

Vitreous:
Enough, friend
This be not the season
For wounds remain
and time has not revealed the fullest extent of the pain
That yet awaits me
6 winters chill i have been in love
6 months i have been out of love
My heart is not ready
Understand please
Friend

Floaters:
Summer rain kisses the flowers that bloom
Likewise i will pour out my love on you
Let your tears mingle with my own
Let me hold you as you sleep

Vitreous:
I speak to you as a friend
Or i will speak no more
For before me lies a door i cannot enter
A line i cannot cross
Push me no more
Dearest friend

Floaters:
Shall i await the day
When you conquer the army of confusion and fear that besieges you
Will such a day come?
When will that be
And how will i know
I don't want to wait here forever

Or i could take you and draw you near
Reach through the door and pull you through
Could i hold you close
Kiss away the sorrow from your eyes
Melt the cold sorrow with the passion within me
To hold you as you struggle
as you flail away
Against memories that stalk you
Against fears that taunt you
Could i brush my lips against yours
Run my fingers through your hair
Whisper "i love you"
"I will treasure you..."

Vitreous:
I will speak no more
You have a golden heart
But i have no need for such a heart
This spring song has been sung
Before winter has passed
You seek to awaken desire before its proper time
I long to be free
Yet with your love and passion
You seek to bind me

I would have you as a friend
But I do not want to torment you
With desires and dreams unfulfilled
So I bid thee farewell
Begone
You will find another lass
For whom you can compose another poem
Another song

Who knows what tomorrow brings
Perhaps love
Perhaps sorrow
Perhaps everything or nothing
Perhaps we will be together then
Perhaps we won't
Perhaps we will take turns bouncing grandchildren on our laps
Perhaps we won't
Who knows if tomorrow will even come

Floaters:
There are many fishes in the sea
And we are best, you and me
If i had met you in a different ocean, a different sea
I'd have pulled you through that door
Convinced you
And loved you for all eternity
But alas, this is not to be
I cannot pull you
I can only wait for you
And be happy
On my own
- Tuesday, July 04, 2006 -

A little story: of stickers and stamps


As little children we would pick up those lil' stamps or stickers that we found, encase them like jewels in ornate books, and pick at them ever so often, like they were the most precious things in the world. Back there and then, that was all that mattered. Our primary goal during free time, during shopping excursions, would be to seek out more of such rarities. Never mind the fact that they can be bought at NTUC, at the price of a couple hundred for $5, or that there will always be more stamps and stickers than we would ever be able to collect. And those first day covers... oh my goodness, they are so sexy i can't breathe.

Somewhere along the line we got bored... we got distracted by cute gals with long straight tresses, or cute guys with their floppy mops that passed off as hair. Somewhere along the line, more "important" things cropped up, and our childish treasures are chucked away into a corner, to be visited by us only when our soul is released, in our dreams... in which we were young and carefree again. Such dreams disappear like shadows with the break of dawn... and we forget... again.

Back in Waffles Institution, i remembered hanging out with the geeks of my batch as we went hunting for stamps in chinatown. We had $150 to spend, courtesy of donations from the Old Rafflesian Association, (so please dun ever donate to them). We sipped expensive tea in old musty buildings and gawked at stamps and splurged our $150. Then we kept the stamps in some books and left it in some room, in some corner of the school, never to be seen again. Yep, i am a geek... for about 2 weeks... haha.. got bored q quickly.

Stickers and stamps.... symbols of that childlike part of me... thot it was all left behind me. Then i realised that they never really disappeared... they had always been stuck to my behind. So burn baby, burn... with that enthusiasm and zest that sets the world aglow. You are more than you know.
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