Just thinking back on the last 4 years... how everything swam by so quickly, so fast. Remember that when i first stepped into Medicine, i looked at the seniors and thought that they were all pretty zai, pretty sure of themselves... muz be la... since they were about to be flung out to the deep blue sea filled with hungry consultants and hospital administrators with shark-like teeth.
But now tt i am like half a year from getting my degree, i feel q blur, like a sotong. The only consolation is that i can smoke a bit... but that only makes me a smoked-sotong.
Then again, i think back and i feel that life is pretty much like that. When i was 10 or so i looked at the ppl in university and went: Wah... so cool, so zai... got independence, got brains... all look pretty good...
Guess i always thot that the older foggies always got everything figured out. Most of them never really did... they jus drifted along in tt current... Some did... but they are the rare ones... the ones i'd like to emulate. Maybe, jus maybe, there might be some tt might want to follow in my footsteps... one day.
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